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: a reversed summer, take 2 recorded 2021-2022 at bnsf havre yard, havre, montana; edgewater, chicago, illinois; brighton, seattle, washington

: « “GET AWAY” is a difficult thing to say when your body is an invitation, even one you didn’t make. If I say, “GET AWAY,” who says it? After all, I …

: a reversed summer this has been superseded

: 🍿 werckmeister harmonies, (dir. béla tarr, 2000) the whale itself was constantly remediated…transformed through death and putrefaction and also …

: the loss of my sinister we make hay out of the light inside the cabin: reedy, aching culms of chartreuse rattling sympathetically with each bump and wending in the rails. my …

: « is there a possibility that laundry can be redeemed as an art, a cultural form? if there is an aesthetic of cookery, can there be an aesthetic of …

: a donkey, a chicken, a rat, and a bunny story time/swingset

: recalcitrance as virtue improvisation, snow, g minor

: 🍿 numbskull revolution (dir. jon moritsugu, 2026) :root { --yt-aspect-ratio-16-9: 56.25%; --yt-bg-black: #000; --yt-play-button-bg: rgba(255, 0, 0, …

: 🍿 late spring (dir. yasujirō ozu, 1949)

: the petals accrue underneath my tongue, between incisors, incising into gum and bone. smooth, polished.

: ecayed a leaf on its last twinge, bereaved til the next year a manicule: for word usage, fantastical, perplexed gesture a pointer toward storage, lost among …

: limekiln for s.o. slaking into mortar clarifying to sweet enrobing nixtamal engulfing the plaster bury me, slowfire the lazy kiln, await my bones as kindling, …

: the river's bed down from the dam, i slithe, bedward and ferrous-tongued – magnets draw blood to the perimeter a mother’s patience dries up daughters slip into thick …

: no hands (your green hand) she consulted the list of things that can fill her up and none of them are at hand. there is little greenery to be tended to by a knowing hand ready …

: notes on breviary what we do is the work of the goddesses, but of most, we have an ongoing responsibility to abrade the searing, rough hours into cool, peaceful, and …

: no answer/five years hi, it’s ________. i can’t come to the phone right now. leave a message and i’ll call you back. she thinks of a sound that someone might not have …

: hollywood & alameda 82 degrees, sunny, subtle breeze. i’m swaddled in purple and black to move with that breeze and to billow if a gust gets under the surface. i told her …

: an acre for victory a doleful heat sits somewhere else—the crackling intersections gathering their own radiances—a dusky heat, torpid amidst idleness— a farmers' almanac …

: thunks i try not to let you hear it. it being: thunks. the sputtering tension of a wire, vibrating. a trapped mosquito in the middle of the night. you know, …

: to my almond to my almond @ the intersection::: i saw you glistening it was 20 yrs from now & you had the same Haircut. yourh hair had gone white, your brow …

: time is nothing but not amenable our courting, like many a queer courtship, was undergirded by poetry. there was a moment of reading a poem while she was in the backseat of a car …

: ritual bathing for balance intention a.a.v.z., the recipient of this ritual, indicated that she wanted the following: clarity, ease around work and purpose; balance; …

: equinoctes times three: this is how our story begins (not with a pang, but a whisper: the breath moved through by diaphragm, vocal cords splayed, echoing four or …

: erasures for virgo season i. o we're moved i love Venus, i could be like fighting words. parsing out some very specific insults. really the mind in a way, hard in person on a …

: on assuring success in a creative endeavor candles lit by lighter and match (two purple, one white) new salt placed in bowl invocation and supplication: asking the question with dagger …

: two pairs of blunnies to be read top-down and/or bottom-up boots sigh, dust- rags erase thick scar- work, interlacing lore and evidence. curve finds half- light, finger …

: caelum iii/juglans cinerea i felt the sun pour down into molten bronze on my shoulders: casting me into an unlikely statue. you, the sculptor, could intuit how my form would …

: back of the car agate in the front seat and she is driving. her hair is long and she is fat. she carries her lunch in a bag. she thinks that the music should be …

: a song for tara at fifteen, going around half-cocked, still unsure, wandering, she found herself in the back of the video store trying to find a copy of ~something~. …

: caelum i a blank-faced chair catches the glow of soft light from above. its bare seat, awaiting its chance at comforting lumbosacral curves, also shimmers, …

: sisterhood/recordhood the archive: if we want to know what that will have meant, we will only know in times to come. perhaps. (derrida, archive fever, p. 36) the reason …

: juglans regia there is a brook by the side of the road. the first time you came to the countryside you had me wash the garments in it. you picked up a lisp and a …

: juglans sp. the road they is moving beneath are tired legs the fast sun she already lost itself down below. there is the rattle of the lanterns on the wind and …

: the certain stone i long to be wholly certain, just to be certain of how we all will thrive, just to be certain of a beautiful tomorrow with electric skies. certain of …

: greensnap stalks not yet knee high, i shift through your brace roots, making feathery steps in an alien, windswept field. crop unready for market, gusts dare …

: caelum ii we turn off the side street in slippery silence. perspiration pools at the back of my knees, rendering the languor of the august night corpulent with …

: the plagal cadence an asking for, not of a deference to, not from a conquered heap of, well, what we imagine inside, our hands clasped, slick with ambiguity, or was i, …

: nadeshiko we are in a land of stately pinks erupting pyroclastic, the stateless continent of a sooty god. but we, ourselves, are born of the steam: flame …

: a felting burlap around legs and heat and, you can’t find enough hot water here. there are four or five needles that are to be applied over, and over, and over, …

: callippe terror strikes in the slow afternoon of escape: a tide of mordancy lapping at my toes, a stitch in my ribs leaving me gored and trembling. there are …

: the blue line swinger a pair of trembling eyes, tracing shadows cast from blank referents quivering and interpreting through dust-filled, thin, curious tears expecting …

: cluttering her hands don’t wait for much these days, not even telephone calls: she skulks too slowly to merit even half the attention she used to receive. her …

: a tear in the sky she looks at her reflection and finds a pair of purple eyes sprouting from her shoulders. they look back at her demanding answers and attention. she …

: basking in puce polished metals and precious stones are so intrinsically transporting that even a victorian, even an art nouveau jewel is a thing of power. and when …

: saccharine rudiment two pulses ache under silk breast and breeze one mint-lime, lavender, burnt and teary another: heady musk-soaked tomatoes syncopate out of phase …

: zoochory a spilling beam splitting down my chest warming through me, a slitting prism. not a drop of inky watery gray today just unsullen blue amid wisp. i …

: fractured eyes an eye writes and writhes i/t-self. the pear an eye breaks in/to when it catches i/ts reflection in the mirror. the pear an eye-pear unst/i/tched …

: cerasus taken aback that cherry blossoms were still there. tree upon tree, bough upon bough. i remember when the slightest raindrop, like a cartoon tear, …

: washing and anointment of the feet the intention of this ritual is to establish a bond of service (ideally mutual but without expectation or obligation), strength, and protection …

: prefatory notes on washing and anointing of the feet to inform ritual, look to 1 Samuel 25:41, John 12:3, and Song of Songs 1:12-14, as well as Song of Songs 4:13. the first two relate to the …

: the not knowing: cage and calvinism it’s been a while since i’ve been deeply unsettled by the lack of resolution in a film, especially if the film’s conceit is overall preposterous. …

: in a stage whisper: silence, embodiment, and trans* archival praxis inches give way to lies paint a target on your chest to make it easy for the hunters 🔗 a university librarian at an ivy league writes for an …

: feast of the third day candle lit by lighter and match rod and amulet removed from bowl old salt cleansed from bowl new salt placed in bowl plant watered tarot reading: …

: citation and/in context of gemini tamsin recently wrote about her “ethically questionable citation practices” that she intends to apply on her gemini capsule. i think she is rightly …

: rubus two without sleep i dream of pressing a body hard against a wall bathed in pattern and light, the color of butter from normandy. the wall stable but …

: saffodil a blossoming coyheart deman ding a murmer ing narcisse daw dli ng a wayfinding youwhile collapsing a lipquaking halfgrin speedingto a

: the april queens i bear stares: a hundred. a retreat into the woods, a fougère hangs on linen. blues and greens have all of it figured out despite the coppery …

: peak performance don’t stake too much in me don’t make me fall in love again we try this over you and falling over me into your bedroom stay for the afternoon and …