agate

i.

      o we're moved i             love
                    Venus, i
              could be like fighting words.
parsing out some very specific insults.  really
             the mind in a way,            hard in
        person            on a person   it can
exacerbate the                            handle on
what is                             , work
         like something gets hot to the point of
    , I can't ignore that
shortness to the moment. It's biting.

      can    you know     challenging
people and Venus              the engagement they're
in.            a hard                          start
             a challenge and we end           that
challenge.     we     again,
                        are going to be attacked
                     some kind of hot poker         's
                get heated.            get parsed
                   to understand
to                                               feel
particular love
                              , still retrograde —
                     the one who can put information
together                                    sextile
Finally,                                articulating
something martian
                                        two are linking up,
                         , a helpful redo,
     of something:
                of whatever it is that we are
backtracking about.

ii.

      this New Moon is         slippery
                                it's sitting in
                               scrutiny
                                     slowly
sitting in        a vibe that is like, No,    do it
again                    already           Virgo
already          i       like a moment where we're
having to adjust           having to be really meticulous
about what      we're wanting,  how to do it, and
                          one layer of it

                is
       our forever hype queen. We love a square
                I'd rather have a trine, but I'll take a square.
                              breath of

opposition,       a very scouring



really      maximized
                                      perfect      opposition 
with                              a vibe               like,
"No,               No,                    No,
go there. No, you     do your homework. No,
clean  our         No, по, по
    New Moon.

                                        that kind of
moment              a really good time to get
    yourself         a really good time    be
  those inner voices that                 thrive and
grow. Mistakes are good to make.
                                    we need to actually

                                                    move
into           expertise, and that's how we develop
             Real confidence is            to be in a tricky,
sticky moment                         , where we fuck , and we
       say "Oh,                          I did that  
               better. Great.                        Now I'm
               correct. Now
               
                       Now                     . Let's go. Let's
incorporate it. Let's digest it."

       the digestion s               we want
are     morsels of correction                              ,  and
       we                                       let ourselves off
the hook                                                   . Like,
literally,                  We are             supposed to

keep doing the thing that we know is right to do.

   there's a lot about right and wrong with
                              that binary thinking and I want
  to 
 be the best student in         class.          the teacher. 
You are                            we are        going for
perfection      eek. We are                    the best
student: being able to take                         them, sit
with them, mull them over, ask questions, be curious and be
willing to be the best           we can possibly be

                      in the mix of this New Moon.