• candles lit by lighter and match (two purple, one white)
  • new salt placed in bowl
  • invocation and supplication: asking the question with dagger alternating at hand and throat
  • tarot reading [1]: CESWN - 7 of wands reversed, queen of pentacles reversed, 9 of swords, king of cups, 5 of pentacles
  • candles extingushed without breath
  • rod / amulet removed from bowl
  • bowl cleaned
  • rod / amulet replaced in bowl

notes

i feel as though this is pretty indicative of my anxiety right now. i don’t love it.